Mastering a creative life

Life is too short to waste time in a job that you hate so much you wished you could just end it all. One of my many goals in life is to never end up like this as almost everyone in my family lived this life. I'm still scared of this but I don't let that fear control me. My chosen career path is not built on solid ground, I have so many interests that most people would tell me that I should just pick one but I can't.